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This song is so good . Especially if you recenetly fell in love with a dream. I cannot describe how fucked up and surreal and disturbing it is to have someone yoou are totally falling for and then have them simply not exist because they actually never were. It is kind of harder than losing a real person because with a person who actually existed you can mourn them and have memories that were at least real. The disclosure that a "person" you have opened your heart to and allowed yourself (despite vowing not to ever again)to fall in love (and yes, it can happen without meeting in person.Talk with them hours and hours and hours every day for a month and you probably know more (well, ha ha in this case) than you would if you were with them in person. Of course the anticipation of physical passion gets pretty crazy...but the end seems to easily justify the means.If this person then affects your daily happiness-as in talking to them always is the highlight of the day- and makes you start pondering the future in regards to them,it is absolutely love.And this is coming from a guy who swore off love.Swore, Never again said he. Until he met her. And then , without even the warning of being suspicious at all, to have them disclose (credit to her for at least doing that out of the inability to handle the emotional burden it really must be to maintain the image and identity of a ...? ghost? Role? I don't know. Anyway- suddenly instantly its gone. And its not like you can even hang onto any hope of "geting back together "because they simply never were. Its crushing and bizarre and confusing and painful and THIS time , I fucking really mean it when I swear to myself I wont ever let anyone in again.period. the end.[ca-chunk! sound of heavy , metal door closing and latching and then the sound of a heavy lock being secured]closedpermanantly
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